Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Indescribable Pain

Never in my worst nightmares did i ever believe I would not get to share another birthday on earth with my precious baby boy. For those who didn't get to meet him in person I am sorry. Never before or after him have I met another human being who showed such absolutely unconditional love to every person he met. I truly believe The Lord blessed me as his mother so that I would finally know what it feels like to be unconditionally loved and realize that is what The Lord has for each and every one of us. I would not give up one second of having Bud. I now know the pain Mary had to have felt to let her son go, especially knowing it was to save all of us sinners.