I was chosen by God to give birth to a "Specially-Abled" Son that was named Bud William Hollis Muse. My life was changed forever. When they did Genetic testing, they told me "He wouldn't live past 2 and if he did, for sure not past 10, would be severely mentally retarded, severely disabled, a burden all his life". Now that he is in heaven I have to continue to live. This is one of my ways to be able to do that. Thanks for reading
Sunday, November 8, 2015
It Just Wasn't Long Enough
It just wasn't long enough. As Bud's mommama I treasured every single moment of his life. I don't believe as long as I live would have been long enough to have him in my life. Through him, God showed me sooooo many things. He showed me how to love like The Lord loves us. He also taught me to live every moment finding the beauty and Joy in it. Although it seems I am not doing very well at that, I am trying. I am looking to The Lord to help me, and carry me when I seem to not be able to keep going.
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He was AMAZING
ReplyDeleteThank you Mom! I always felt he was Amazing too!
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