It Just Wasn't Long Enough

It just wasn't long enough. As Bud's mommama I treasured every single moment of his life. I don't believe as long as I live would have been long enough to have him in my life. Through him, God showed me sooooo many things. He showed me how to love like The Lord loves us. He also taught me to live every moment finding the beauty and Joy in it. Although it seems I am not doing very well at that, I am trying. I am looking to The Lord to help me, and carry me when I seem to not be able to keep going.